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aug 15 :: gotta write on a sunday

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 15, 2004, 7:25 PM
ok so i went to europe and yes new pictures will be up soon i just have to put some time aside and photoshop someof them and crop the rest but they will be up........i want some friends...........i feel really alone right now.........like more than most of the people around me know.....

its weird to explain. ok so in my past friendships people have said they care and i beleived them and all was good but now my current new friends that i love dearly dont get me wrong and i hope i dont sound spoiled but....they just dont care enough.........they kinda get wrapped up in their own worlds because my two best friends are a couple so i just get put as part of the background, i have to live by their schedule for when they want to do things, blah blah blah...........right now i guess its just all really really really really disheartening......

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~Real-fucking-high:iconReal-fucking-high: Aug 15, 2004, 7:31:01 PM
Woah that sucks about the friends.. but hey.. ive been there before.. reeeeeeeeally blows :(
~frapucinoluver:iconfrapucinoluver: Aug 15, 2004, 7:34:38 PM
im glad to know im not alone...well at least not in a relative sense :)

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~Real-fucking-high:iconReal-fucking-high: Aug 15, 2004, 7:50:04 PM
Yeah your not, ah well, isnt good..
~silverspectrum:iconsilverspectrum: Aug 16, 2004, 5:03:05 PM
I'm here for you, although I know its hard to feel it when you don't actually physically see me but if you ever want to talk just IM me or whatever. It is hard with friends, friendships take a lot of work and sometimes you just need to take a step back and take a deep breath and chill on yourt own for a while.

ruth

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Some kids and a horse
I can not quite, but nearly
Guarantee, a divorce
I think that I love you
I think that I do
So go on mister, make Miss me Mrs you.'