ok so i went to europe and yes new pictures will be up soon i just have to put some time aside and photoshop someof them and crop the rest but they will be up........i want some friends...........i feel really alone right now.........like more than most of the people around me know.....

its weird to explain. ok so in my past friendships people have said they care and i beleived them and all was good but now my current new friends that i love dearly dont get me wrong and i hope i dont sound spoiled but....they just dont care enough.........they kinda get wrapped up in their own worlds because my two best friends are a couple so i just get put as part of the background, i have to live by their schedule for when they want to do things, blah blah blah...........right now i guess its just all really really really really disheartening......

ok when the norton scan was all done and finished it found a whopping 1067 infected files all due to 1 virus that my brother planets on this piece of crap by playing ragnarock online...wtf what a loser
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anyway matt came over again and we got this sorry excuse for a computer working correctly again with a whole new windows loaded on it..i had xp before so we had to reload xp again...growl...but hey its up and running now and everything is protected by norton and i have photoshop 7.0 so im happy
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and im brain dead.....finals suck but at least they're over
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im an upperclassmen now

I GOT PHOTOSHOP 7.0!!! YAY!!! thanks matt for giving me a copy you rock majorly!! hes ~dark-haven and his link is on the bottom and everyone should check him out because he rocks like no other supermattress in the world!!

on a separate note :: my computer found over 30 viruses...lmao..i didn't realize it had so many..oh well within the next day or so it should be up and running magnificently since all those will be gone!

have a great week since its our last week of school

love, lisa

wake up
think differently
lost dreams
stay
not forgotten
eat from the golden apple
do not try if you do not plan to succeed
stay in color
are you worth it all?
wake up clean
we're all fruit
pride kills
discovery is key
lie to yourself
people suck
hardly human
all the classifications
unprotected
the games will stop
archaic
goodnight
valentines change
do it again
change the prespective
lay
hold up against the odds
camels love tofu
the clouds speak volumes
meander
screw conformity
hello
alarm the superiors
pop into my head
box it up nice n' pretty
all for posterity
call even if i dont answer
my dreams aren't yours
joygasm
not a food group i would eat
i need what you can't give me
holy rollers
hard headed
moving when stationary
in every respect
win or lose
does it matter?
seven
revolutionary thinking
anticipating me
refresh your limits
belittle no one
random
rollin the grasses
bend the barriers
yes
study
loved for what you're not
question
this and that
skin is trivial
naked
roses have it all
lose control
take the whip
never second guess
live for uncertainty

ring ring ring ring ring ring
banana phone
ring ring ring ring ring ring
banana phone
ive got this feelling
its so appealling
for us together
and sing
ring ring ring ring ring ring
banana phone
ding dong ding dong ding dong ding
banana phone
it grows in bunches
ive got my hunches
its the best
it beats the rest
cellular
modular
interactive-odular
ring ring ring ring ring ring
banana phone
ping pong ping pong ping pong ping
banana phone
its no balogna
it aint a pony
my cellular
bananular phone!

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these lyrics thanks to ~Glassper
who imed me and sent me the link